2014年12月14日 Posted by : Viechan Qiouppy

My mind began to open.. Rn i'm with my mom's cousin.. We went to bogor and here i met a lot of people.. We talked each other bc my aunt tell them that i wanna try faculty of medicine, University of Indonesia next year. They asked me "why do you really wanna go there?". I keep silent. I don't know what should i say.. "Why you don't try other university? The chance is bigger you know". Really.. It stucks in my heart.. It doesn't mean i don't wanna try the others but.. I really sad for being a 'unemployment' for a year when my friends had become a colleger :) so i really wanna go to the best University in indonesia as my payments and i really wanna make my parents proud of me after i disappointed them bc i couldn't go anywhere this year.. 

Less than 30 days, 2014 will ends.. The new year will come.. And i'll be 18th on january 2.. And less than 6 months i'll face SBMPTN2015 .. Time flies so fast desu ne :") last month i had accepted as faculty of medicine unika atmajaya.. I took it as my safe choice. I dont wanna fail again and being 'unemployment' again. So if i can't pass the test i've a But i really wanna being FKUI student. I'll study hard and praying hard to reach all of my dreams.. Right now my biggest dream is being accepted as FKUI student by SBMPTN 2015.. Aamiin :")

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2014年3月29日 Posted by : Viechan Qiouppy

friend is the one who'll cry when you're leaving right? not they're who'll leave when you're crying huh??

haha.. i come back in a bad mood again.. i always forget to writing something good in here.. haha.. i that's mean this blog just being my only friend when there's no one who care about me :) you're my bestfriend my blog :*

talking about bestfriend.. what's bestfriend? did i've a bestfriend..??

i don't know..

in elementary school.. i've a community .. in the past i called them my bestfriend.. but when we were in jhs.. we lost contact ..

in jhs.. i also have a community .. there're 5 of us.. but now when we're in shs.. we still contact each other.. but.. there's something different .. something changed.. it doesn't feel like the old us.. i miss my old friendships .. everyone that made me forget about my problems in my home.. everyone that i spend approximately 14 hours out there.. i miss our memory.. but it has changed since we were separated in shs.. i miss you girls..

and now in my shs.. i also have a community.. the first i think they're really my bestfriends.. but.. recently i felt something different .. what happened with them? am i wrong? what's my mistake? i don't know (;Д;) JUST TELL ME!!

it feels like they're... make a distance with me???.

oh my god.. i've graduated yet.. but i've lost my bestfriends??

so.. i'll never have a bestfriend till the end?? everything ended like this.. it just sweet in the first.. but always have a same ending :)

ok.. i'm fine.. i'm fine just by myself.. just take care there..
don't worry about me..

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2014年3月19日 Posted by : Viechan Qiouppy

hello again..
today there's nothing special.. just a flat day as usually hahah

i went home from school about 11am and arrived at home 15 minutes later.. my mom wasn't at home.. luckily i've the key so i didn't have to waiting for my mom home.

then i checked my phone. my friend said that we've to come to class and practice our drama. i forgot about it! then i said sorry for my group (;_;)

actually i wanna study about biology since afternoon until evening.. but.. i watched upin ipin, gossip, and blah blah in my brother's room.. and i cooked some noodles when i watch it hhah :))

and my mom home about 3pm.. she brought some food and i just like... ahhhhh.. i just having lunch but.. i want it.. (；▽；) additional : my mom bought 2 boxs of j.co (；▽；)

then i went to my room.. tried to study again and failed again for the 1000th huft guess what.. it was because of my phone ahh shit! and i haven't touch my books till now wth

and just now i've a chat with my mom.. about university .. i choose P university .. but i ranked number 3 of 5 that choose that univ in my school.. and i just think. 'no.. no i can't ' and my mom said
'what's your teacher suggestions?'
's university mom'
'is that good? my friends said that recently s university much much better than before' *sorry for overacting sentence haha*
'i've told you before mom.. i wanna go to that univ but mom and dad suggest me to go to p university, i know my chance in s university is much much *again* bigger than p university .. '
'you told me that? really? i forgot'
'mom..(；▽；)'
'then.. just choose it'
'but daddy said that i've to take p university because he dreamed it'
'just ignore it.. don't take it seriously. i'm sure daddy 'll let you take s university if you told him about the chance'
'but daddy believed about miracle mom (；▽；)'

and until now.. i don't know what should i choose :/

and until now.. i haven't touch my book yet hahaha

so i think i should sleep earlier tonight so i can wake up in the mid night to study (￣^￣)9 がんばります

bye bye.. おやすみなさい。。
gnait!

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